Any way- last week was too emotional and therefore I just have not felt like updating, but later I guess I'll get around to updating- I'll just leave you with my grandmom is alive and in Manor Care rehab and we're taking it a day at a time, but I don't cry anymore, okay?

Anyway, I took the morning and it's lovely rain and my finally getting to a grocery store to make this cake that I have been thinking about making for like ten hundred years-

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If it counts for anything- the batter tastes incredible, and the final product is cooling and looks lovely

Music has been an awesome comfort lately and a song a friend shared recently has been resonating with this whole experience:
"Aslan"
Don't stop your crying on my account
A frightening lion, no doubt
He's not safe, no he's not safe
Are you tempted now to run away?
The King above all Kings is coming down

But He won't say the words you wish that he would
Oh, he don't do the deeds you know that He could
He won't think the thoughts you think He should
But He is good, He is good

I know you're thirsty, the water is free
But I should warn you, it costs everything
Well, He's not fair, no He's not fair
When He fixes what's beyond repair
And graces everyone that don't deserve

No one knows Him whom eyes never seen
No, I don't know Him but He knows me
He knows me, He knows me

Lay down your layers, shed off your skin
But without His incision, you can't enter in
He cuts deep, yeah He cuts deep
When the risk is great and the talk is cheap
But never leaves a wounded one behind
-Kendall Payne