Today I got a free iced coffee at Dunkin Donuts (for free iced coffee Mondays with my coupon!) and as I was waiting for my coffee, I had this urge to buy my grandmom a donut...but then I remembered she's gone. Anyway, all this is to say- it takes longer than I thought to break these habits. But then again, I think it's almost more sad to think one day I'll lose that inclination that had become so much a part of me to take care of her...but then I look ahead again. One day. No more sorrow. No more pain. One day.