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Christmas

Year 3

10:35:00 AM
Well, January 2011 will mark 3 years. yup. 3 years of staying home with grandmom, hospital visits, insanity, and of the opportunity to see such an incredible side of God's character. His grace, His mercy, His compassion, His love for us that isn't about what we can actually do for Him. God looked down on my grandmom and knew what it would take for...

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God

The Easy Life...

2:31:00 PM
I'm going to say it, my life is probably going to be a whole lot easier when my grandmom dies. I won't wake up to diaper duty, I won't have to thicken liquids unless I'm making a gravy, I won't have to wash a million sheets and bed pads every week, I won't be late for sr high girl's teas because my mom...

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book

O Tannenbaum

2:25:00 PM
I could be like a normal human being and share pictures of my grandmom and my christmas tree here and write cute little captions for each moment... or i could write a book with my sister- check it out (and be totally weirded out, its okay)...i cannot wait for this to come in the mail! ...

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iran

"As you want me to give up Christ and otherwise have to die, then I simply have to die"- Brother Youcef

11:56:00 PM
emilee

Dor(k)an Thanksgiving

11:31:00 AM
I love my family because we are all really really dorky. I'm  so glad I have a 6 year old sister so I can have some excuse to make popsicle stick pilgrims and indians and sing "gobble gobble gobble fat turkey fat turkey" but secretly I get way more excitement out of it than she ever has... ...

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chocolate

Chocoholics...

11:14:00 PM
My grandmom decided she can walk tonight. She's been moving her legs up and down and back and forth with the proudest face I've ever seen on an 80 year old woman lying in a hospital bed in depends...Part of me wishes my grandmom could walk again, and part of me is thankful I'm not chasing the old lady all over the neighborhood...

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camp at old mill

Verses and Quotes

1:14:00 PM
"Have you ever realized that when you pray for the Holy Spirit that you are praying for the whole God head to take possession of you? Do you really understand this? Or have your prayers had a wrong motive? Were you expecting that Gd would do something in your heart but as for the rest of your activities, you must be free to...

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blogger

Giveaway

11:47:00 AM
This girl is giving away beautiful wreaths she makes. Besides the beautiful wreaths she writes beautiful things so check it out ;) ...

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grandmom

How to make Chicken Noodle Soup...maybe

7:00:00 AM
haha at the end it gets all slow and "it's cheating"ish Okay I don't know why I never posted this- hilarious! this is from sept of like 08 or something I miss this <3 ...

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german

10 Things...

1:53:00 PM
10 Things my Grandmom does that drive me absolutely bonkers:1.Strips her clothes off! (ugh!!!!!)2. Demands to go home (to Bebra, Germany)3. Demands us to let her drive home (to Bebra, Germany)4. Throws all her blankets off.5. Rips her diapers off.6. Doesn't poop.7. Does poop. (usually right after I put her a clean diaper- of course)8. Demands that she can walk home (and rips...

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grandmother

Confirmation

12:48:00 PM
"But if a widow has children or grandchildren, let them first learn to show godliness to their own household and to make some return to their parents, for this is pleasing in the sight of God." 1 Tim 5:4"If any believing woman has relatives who are widows, let her care for them. Let the church not be burdened, so that it may care...

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grandmother

Clean

10:46:00 AM
Well, the Lord must know that I am a visual learner- and oh how I wish I was not *shudder*Don't you love poopie diapers in the morning?Anyway- I am going to keep this as un-graphic as possible while still getting that point across (and if you still can't get the point than maybe you need to spend a week at my house and...

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College and Career

Chastening

11:08:00 AM
Ouch. God is so good. And so merciful to me for not letting me sit in all of my ugliness, and failing, and immaturity. And I'm very thankful.Sunday night prayer nights have been really good- in a very real way. Not in some feeling. Not in some weird emotion driven thing. In my real life I am seeing God work. In my heart....

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fall

I Love Fall Foods

5:19:00 PM
I love Fall.I love food.I love Fall foods. I love the flavors of fall...apples, apple cider (mmmm with william sonoma last season mulling spices!), pumpkin, pumpkin spice coffee, pumpkin pie.and I love certain recipes that I usually make in the fall/winter...such as Martha's Walnut Stuffed Chicken Roulades (sooo delicious)and Cooking Light's Spice- Rubbed Pork Tenderloin mmmmmm!and this Chocolate Loaf Cake is good anytime...

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abortion

Gianna Jessen

4:22:00 PM
I was perusing facebook this morning and you know I saw a few of my friends had posted a video and were commenting things on it about "watch this" and "it's worth it" and I just thought it was some woman singing. Eventually, when I saw a comment about it's length I realized it was not a singer, but a speaker...and so I...

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coatesville

I hate it when I don't update all month

11:10:00 AM
Honestly- I think I do this at this time every year. Promise to update about Coatesville and surf camp- than I am just busy AT surf camp and Coatesville and than everyone goes back to school and I just love fall and so I never update- I'm just a liar I guess.Anyway, I have really weird dreams all the time. Ranging from getting...

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giveaway

this girl is having polaroid giveaway!

1:05:00 PM
here here ...

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promises

The End of Summer

2:10:00 PM
So anyway- surf camp was absolutely incredible. the best one yet. I think God works more in my heart than the kids every year. He is incredible. He showed me so many things about Himself and about myself and He showed me how incredibly faithful He is to His promises- I cannot even describe it! I love Him because He first loved me....

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coatesville

Post Cville and Pre-Surf Camp update

11:57:00 AM
anyway Coatesville was awesome- Honestly, I'm in the middle of dyeing my hair, cleaning my house, and doing laundry so I'm probably going to postpone the update till Post-surf camp but I wanted to send out a request for prayer for this weekend. Surf Camp is Friday till Monday and I think it sounds like I'm counseling like a room of 7 girls-which...

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grandmother

Why is my grandmom so cute? (sometimes...ha!)

11:04:00 AM
God just is letting this woman keep living. goodness! But it's been great so far- well other than the mini heart attack and all that jazz (maybe she just likes chilling in the ICU?) and we're getting back into the swing of things, and God is ever faithful and providing all I need for every day.There are certain things I said I would...

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grandmother

Grandmom came home...a week ago!

11:00:00 PM
Anyway- I'm sorry I've been meaning to update but I'm still not going to update because I'm tired and it's eleven at night and I have to get up tomorrow and have grandmom washed and dressed before the speech therapist comes at 9:30 to hopefully work the poor dear off her baby food and thickened liquid diet and I just cannot wait for...

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anxiety

Mini Grandmom update and Major Tiffany update

10:51:00 AM
When i was in highschool, I would go down to my youth pastors' office just about everyday crying about how much I just hated my family and COULD NOT love them, even though i knew God was calling me to love them. And then I'd cry about how I could not do one thing or another God was calling me to- my inability...

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emotional breakdown

The Grandmom Saga continues

11:26:00 AM
I guess I might as well update before my grandmom ends up coming home from the nursing home. So where did I leave off in this sad saga??? Yes- on our last episode of grandmom vs. broken bones we saw Lydia in being moved from the ICU to a new nursing home, and so that was about three-four weeks ago that that happened....

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grandmom

One day I will update

12:07:00 PM
Any way- last week was too emotional and therefore I just have not felt like updating, but later I guess I'll get around to updating- I'll just leave you with my grandmom is alive and in Manor Care rehab and we're taking it a day at a time, but I don't cry anymore, okay? Anyway, I took the morning and it's lovely rain...

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coatesville

So anyway...

11:00:00 PM
I basically had an emotional breakdown at the hospital today. I think I'm losing my mind...yikes! I cannot even tell you what it really was about. Basically, if I didn't mention, my grandmom got moved out of ICU finally on Tuesday night and has been on a telemetry (monitoring) floor since then. Anyway, I found out that her primary doctor discharged her last...

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anger

Betrayal

12:09:00 AM
Sorry about how confusing that last post is- I'm sure it makes no sense to any of you, but as much as this is a blog to update everyone about my and my Grandmom's lives, it really is an online journal of sorts- I look back on these entries more than anyone else, trying to recall things, and looking at what God has...

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grandmother

almost three weeks, a hip replacement, and a stroke later...

8:19:00 AM
(my grandmom always says she is allergic to peanuts but she just doesn't like peanut butter because during the war they always fed it to her for nutrients!)Wow...sorry for not updating, I guess I'm good at that! But I'll try to make it sound like I've been really busy so that I'll have an excuse for not updating, okay?Let me go back a...

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